I'm Back

Well, here it is. The late night post. I know I haven't blogged for a while. Why? I kind of lost myself. In the past few months, I had faced rejection, reality, and the inconceivable future. While everyone was getting excited due to the beginning of summer, I was just watching days go by with a familiar feeling of numbness. I didn't feel myself because everything was leaving and beginning so quickly, all at once. I stopped writing because I couldn't process my thoughts. I had lost my purpose, my muse. But then things changed. I found a different self. I found a new style, reorganized my bedroom, colored my hair blonde, and got my very first job. I began talking to new people and gaining new memories. I've formed new opinions, thoughts, and ideas. I've changed. I didn't want to blog again until I had found myself. But I was never really lost in the first place. I was just in the process of becoming an improved version of myself. So here I am. With a new style and attitude, I'm ready to face the world again. It's good to be back.